Flutes, Procrastination and Reality

Moments ago, my dad was joking about grabbing a man's butt..... but that's a different story. Haha.

Today was exhausting. Again. As usual. School was school, as always. I learned new stuff, like everyday. I laughed with my best friends and we chit chatted during recess and lunch when there were no teachers in the view. Oh, and I also tried using the flute.
The flute is a nice and simple musical instrument. Small.... but terrible. I have a hard time positioning my fingers on the holes of my flute and it seems to become harder and harder. I really suck at playing musical instruments. I am sooooo slow. Believe me. You do not want me to become your partner in projects including musical instruments. So, I am glad that my good friend, Grace, picked me, a tree in a forest, to be her partner. Thank God for best friends.

Anyways, another thing that I think is terrible and horrible is procrastination.
I am a procrastinator and I do not know whether to be proud of it or not. There goes another thing I dislike about myself. Sigh. I am just glad I am learning how to not procrastinate. Thank God for change.

So, I dislike flutes.... and procrastination. And I do not understand reality.
Reality is all around us. But what if all this is just a fantasy. A dream. A reverie. But, if this is real, and hopefully, it is, I can deal with that. But fantasy is dreamier. And lovelier. And stupider. But positively more awesome. Ahem. Taylor Swift and Adam Young made me realize that. Swift loves fairytales and Young loves fantasy. Perfect.

 "Reality is a lovely place but I wouldn’t want to live there."

Love,
Amber