Another Version

Just
dance.

Break free and spread your wings. I'll dab the ash off your lips and envelope you in ivory, let you rummage through my closet, my drawers, let your fingers slide off the hangers. Pick your poison. I think I'll photograph you -- you in your (my) favorite dress, you in a dream, you fiddling with flower petals, you painting. You are not insipid -- you are the opposite of bland -- like when you dance you are svelte and mellifluous, movements like notes and heels zapping off ice, water falling from a distance, when your nose scrunches up, when your chest heaves up, when my vision is suddenly brimming with electricity. And when you raise your hands I feel a falsetto popping in my ears, notes roasting in my fingertips, keys a ladder to climb.

(fall on your knees

oh hear the angel voices)

I think it's mad to try to tell you how I like it when light threads victoriously through your hair, and some days I want to swallow the sun, and kiss your mouth, and write about how your eyes glow back at you when you touch the mirror. (I'd memorize your laugh.) I like you, and whether you'd be munching off biscuits or talking about politics I think I'd trust my gut and plant a kiss on you just like that, because I revel in those moments when you're caught unawares and you don't know how dangerously ethereal you look, or how my arms miss you and how our jokes don't seem to make sense until you're there to make them more nonsensical. Your arms flower in pen ink while the soles of your feet are earth. The paths of your fingers are tattoos of proverbs. The milk of the skin over your ribs match the color of your cheeks. (I want to inflame us.) (I'd bake you chocolate cookies. I'd cross-stitch for you.)

I want to know where your memories reach their apex, and where they hurt, where they fade, where they turn black and white, and where they burn into paper. I want to know where you (is this allowed?) hate me and when and why. Tell me all your reasons and inflict emotion, but pleeease demonstrate your answer to how, rush an essay in the midst of day. (I'd shop for acoustic albums for you, inquire about dozen musicians to that clerk we promised not to make fun of. I'd study for you, then maybe later I could show you where my heart is and why constellations are the most vulnerable things to ever exist and why they're more awesome than the Venus flytrap your mom owns. I'd learn recipes for you and abandon music class for you and forget the alphabet for you, then learn it again. For you. I'd novelize my reasons if you want.)

I think it's silly that you don't like your freckles because I think they're one of a kind and they're rad and they're lovers and comrades and twins of the paint you unintentionally splatter on yourself. They're also constellations and this is reason #2845 why constellations are more awesome than carnivorous plants.

Fact.

(I think you're awfully pretty, unconventionally beautiful, and it's totally okay if you're not from here. Does your hometown trespass the boundaries maps can't cover? That's okay too... just guide me to where because I don't know where that is.

I think your toes are cute. Shy. But cute. Adorably shy. Hey could you scrunch your nose up again?)